Monday, February 9, 2009

Who am I anyways???

I know my name, and where I live and all that-of course, but my question is who am I really, what am I supposed to be doing?? I take care of my home, and my kids, but I feel like I should be doing something else, so I took on other people's kids, and work to pay bills. We scrimp on everything to pay bills, is there more to life than bills?? We live in a dumpy house, and just work work work to pay for this house that neither of us really like to live in. We are thankful for having a roof over our head, and a back yard for the kids, but our house is a serious money pit. We are talking about selling it or renting it out, and moving to Oregon so Curt can attend bible college. He really wants to be a pastor, always has, so I feel it is important to support that. I'm not sure what kind of pastors wife I will be, but I'm sure it will be OK. God is wonderous and amazing, and always provides for us, always. I feel like we are being drawn to Oregon for some reason, don't know why, but I am sure it is God. Curtis feels the same way, so we are planning on moving this summer, just have to get the money pit house ready to rent. Or sell. But in this economy who knows. I guess I will be figuring out who I am soon, I am a wife, a mother, a daughter of the most glorious God in the entire world. He will give me direction soon, I am sure of it, or he will just keep me mothering for a little while, and make larger plans later. Only He knows.

1 comment:

  1. I don't know where your house is at, but we're going to use a property management company to rent ours out. We're probably going to go with Prudential, which is right by the South Hill Mall. If you want information on it, let me know!

    Sure you don't want to move to San Diego instead...? ;)